Goodnight Carousel

Childhood seems so far away.
The carousel of life holds you up and brings you down.
You quickly forget how it was like – the thrills, the chases, the storms, the chaos.
For a while you tried to hold on to how it felt,
but life overwhelmed you with dates, numbers, and responsibilities.

What was once precious is now a mere childish dream.
It’s scary how little you care now.   

Model: Gabrielle Fidel

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The Year of Horse

Ending the year of 2014 with a photoshoot of this gorgeous sister pair, Lauren and Rachel Davis.

It’s been a while since  I posted. Residency has been a whirlwind so far and sometimes I forget how to breath. Hospital is a really strange place – a place built for healing but fortified with bureaucracy and regulations. I’ve came in contact with a full spectrum of human lives. I witnessed suffering and heartwarming stories then go on with my call schedules. Sickness is a simple game of statistics, it does not care about the size of your house or the brand of your car. People sway their odds with their lifestyle choices. And yes, silly thoughts like these still float through my head constantly yet my hands are busy ordering labs and writing progress notes. And here I am, 6 months into residency and still in one piece. 2014 has been a great year. Medical school seems like such a long time ago even though it just ended in June. Match day will always be one of the best days of my life, and my “wrecking crew” members will always be dear and near to my heart. I don’t think my heart can be cured of loneliness, but it will always be warmed with thoughts of those who genuinely cared.

It’s 9 pm and I really need to sleep (look at me pretending to be a morning person). Happy new year and see you soon 2015!

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The Lucky One

And if you’re still breathing, you’re the lucky ones.
‘Cause most of us are heaving through corrupted lungs.
Setting fire to our insides for fun
Collecting names of the lovers that went wrong

Model/styling: Lauren Davis

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Burning Love

Digging up more photos of the lovely Megan Black from the shoot for deltabombshell.com. I haven’t done a photoshoot in a while. I’ve been focusing more energy on drawing and painting since my schedule is so erratic lately. Hopefully new photoshoot soon! e2U1A1147 e2U1A1035 e2U1A1244